Can you please give me some relationship advice??

There are two guys that i love very dearly. One of them was my first love and we dated for almost 2 years. The other ive known my whole life but never thought i would end up with him. Here is the story: I broke up with David (the first guy) because i needed something new and exciting. Then me and Taylor (the second guy) started talking, and eventually started dating. Then i started to feel funny because i was with another person..i guess i kinda missed David. So Taylor could see that there was something wrong so we talked and he asked me if i was still in love with David. I denied it for so long..then finally broke down and said that i was still in love with him. So he made me choose and i picked david. Now that im back with david..i feel like i made the wrong choice..I miss taylor so much its scary. Everytime i think of him it makes me sick and i throw up. Ive gone from a size 9 to a size 3 in 2 weeks....what should i do..my heart is broken and i cant follow it anymore. :( thank youCan you please give me some relationship advice??
Ok this is what I tell my daughter all the time when she gets tired of her bf that she's been with for 5 years. First, make a David List and a Taylor list, pros and cons. Attach their photo to their list. Ok study it. Next think of how you would feel if they were with other ppl. Which hurt the most. Which one makes you a better person just by loving you. What are their parents like. And your friends, they know you best, which one do they see you happier with. Good LuckCan you please give me some relationship advice??
1st you need to grow up and realize you cant just throw someone on the side when you think you need something new and exciting how would you like it if you were just used then tossed to the side like a used up dirty rag---Yeah thats what i thought!!!!!!!!!!!
Leave em both
hi . try me ?
Sounds like you're really stuck. It's not fair to David to have feelings for someone else just like it wasn't fair to Taylor so maybe you need to explain to David that you're confused and need some time to figure out what you want. It's not healthy to keep stuff inside because look at what it's doing to you. Take a break from both of them and figure out which guy is the guy that's best for you right now. We all miss the people in our past when we begin a new relationship and question if we made the right choice, but if that person makes you happy right now that's what counts. When making your choice don't think about who was the best for you before, think about who will be the best for you right now. This is one of those things where here and now count more than what used to be.