A year ago a good friend of mine gave me this boys phone number. Not so much a boy, he's 21. His name is Mike. For the next month things were amazing, so amazing he asked me if I wanted to make it official. The next six months of our relationship was just too much for words, we were in love, there was no doubt about it. He used to date one of my friends about six years ago, they were both kids, right? One day he told me he thought he might have loved her. This hurt me. It shouldn't have, but it did. I didn't know what to do, I panicked, and I left him. The next week or two he was begging me to forgive him, I told his best friend that on the coming up Friday I was going to take him back, but I had told him I was going to this party just to see how he would react, to see how far I could push him, you know? That Friday, he gave up. I was the one begging for him back. Soo, a month or two goes by, and we've been back together for awhile now. But things have changed. He used to tell me how he wanted 'forever', when we're together he isn't always holding my hand or kissing me. We aren't as 'cute' as we used to be. I asked him earlier if he still wanted to spend the rest of his life with me, he said he didn't know. I'm hurt. My heart hurts. He works from daylight til it starts getting dark. That gives us two hours before we both fall asleep on weeknights. We don't talk as much as we used to. Things have really changed.
I know I shouldn't have told him I was going to that party, I shouldn't have left him- ever. I love him, he knows this, I tell him everyday. I keep telling myself things will get better in time, but will they?
Can you give me some advice?A little bit of teenage relationship advice?
Tell him exactly what you said here. Trust me.
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